Lady GaGA leak

So i just heard the newest Lady Gaga leaked and I can't help but wonder if it was on purpose. It this day and age just about everything leaks before it's suposed to, its almost better to leak it on ur own if ur a celeb or producer. I always wonder though if I should listen to the leaked music or watch the leaked footage. i usually dont, but i was just thinking it's kinda like just getting a song sent over aim instead of buying it. Either way I'm not paying for it. It's not that I feel bad because these rtist are making way more money than I ever will, it's just i wonder if its all that different.

Slackingg

So lately I've been slacking terribly in school. It's almost worse than senioritis, and I'm no were near being a senior again. It's the worst in art class. i am like the worst art student ever. I have no artistic ability so every time i go to do an assignment i just get frustrated and end up quitting halfway through it looks so bad. This semester is not exactly my best that's for sure!

Grinchness ahead

I know most people will probably be like what?! what is wrong with you?! when i say this but it's true. I seriously dislike christmas. Don't get me wrong I like seeing my family and getting together and all the fun stuff (it's what keeps me from straight up hating it). But the whole gift thing really frustrates me. I'm too old to believe in Santa (teat tear!) and I don't have any kids of my own so it's just not exciting anymore. When I was little I didnt know my parents bought the gifts but now that i do i don't want my family to get me anything. My parents help me out with school already, even though their having a bit of financial difficulty. To me that's enough but my dad gets really hurt/dissappointed when i tell him i'm all set. I hate doing that but i also hate thinking of money they dont need to spend on me. Don't get me wrong I love presents and if i get them i love them, it's just that i feel guilty. I also have like no money to spend on other people. i want to get people good things but legit I'm broke like just about every other college student out there. if it was up to me I'd skip out on the whole present/santa thing for now and just take the family dinners, snow and friends un til i had a family of my own. i know, such a grinchh. lol

News from Home

It's funny to read all the RSS feeds from The Dorchester Reporter when I'm at school. It's basically useless information to me but I still love reading it. I like hearing what's happening at home even if it's only 40 mins away. I've also been following People.com as one of my other RSS Feeds and I really don't like it. I wonder if there is some way to block certain celebs from popping up. I really dont care about Madonna or that girl from The Hills going to rehab. I did like reading about T Swift though. She won all the awards she was nominated for. I didnt get to watch the CMT's so I was glad to see the news about her winning showing up but the rest I could care less about. I probably should have put more thought into what pages I was going to follow.

youtube is replacing my tv

SO lately I havent been watching tv at all. instead i've been watching youtube. I don't watch shows from tv but instead i watch youtube shows. its kinda strange but i like it better than tv since its real people. its like reality tv, but with out the rehearsed lines and take overs. maybe i'm just strange for watching youtube, but hey i like it. my fav so far is internet killed television. theyre these two people charles trippy and alli speed who tape little buts of theyre lives everyday. they plan on doinf it for atleast a year. so far theyre at like day 180. theyre one of the few pages that actually get paid for each hit they get on their videos.

i lied

I didn't do any blogging to try and start, but i hopefully remember next week. And then I have to blog for 2 weeks straight for my final project so i better remember then. I might just post my favorite quotes and little facts of the day like a journal or something for that. IDK if I'm totally going to get next weeks assignment tho. still dont really get RSS, i'm technology challenged. lol